*he looks at him fear in his eyes* I…have to leave you..here alone..but they’ll hurt you again! I can’t let that happen, even if I’m next to useless in these situations, I can’t leave you here to get injured worse, hell killed even! *he’s crying again, his voice getting higher as the tension gets to him* I-if you died…I..I…I don’t know what I’d d-do!*he calms down, if only slightly* You don’t have a-anything to apologize for. It’s not y-your fault I was…taken by them… *he relaxses into Lovi’s arms* So…what happens now? And after..? Will…will there be..m-more…? *he starts shaking at the thought, terrified for himself and Lovi**unable to speak he just nods, taking deep breaths, but the trauma of everything that had just happened brought more tears to his eyes, he leans into Lovi, keeping his injured arm still, and cries onto his shoulder, careful to not jolt his wound either*I-I’m fine…! *he notices the blood spreading on your shirt* You need to go to the ER! All…all that blood! *starts crying and staring at it* Th-this is all my fault! I-if I hadn’t b-been at your h-house they may n-not have been a-able to l-lure you o-out! *sobs, close to hyperventilating, and uses his good arm to cover his face, his chest tightening in fear for you*Trust me. By the end o the night you’ll be begging for me to end it. *drags him over to the trunk, knocking him out with the handle of the gun and tossing his unconscious body into the car; takes a moment outside the car to steady himself before walking around and climbing in the driver’s side* Are you alright…? *keeps his voice low, glancing over unsire* You’re not going to pass out before we get back, right?
*mumbles bitterly* If I wasn’t an idiot then I wouldn’t hav left you alone and they never would have gotten to you…*reaches over to rub his back comfortingly* It’s okay Spagna…I promise it’s not as bad as it looks…Right now your arm is probably worse. *leans over to try and pull him a bit closer, ignoring the discomfort it causes* Just take a deep breath for me. Can you do that…?
*feels the guilt gnawing away at him as he holds the other close, whispering jumbles of comforting words and apologies and placing kisses to the top of his head*Mi dispiace…It’s okay now..I’m here and no one’s going to hurt you while I’m around, love. Please…forgive me.
There’s always more…*whispers grimly and hesitates, knowing that the longer Toni stayed with him, the bigger target he would become* They won’t send anyone right away. We have a little time before they realize no one has reported in. I’ll look for the soonest flight back to Madrid for you. It shouldn’t take to long to pack. *a hint of coldness slipping into his voice*
They won’t kill me. *cups his cheek, pressing their foreheads together* I’m faster than them and I know they’re coming. I’ll be careful…but I can’t have you here. If you were to ever be put in danger again…I know myself well enough to know that I’d do whatever they wanted to keep you safe. *kisses away his tears* You need to go…And I promise to take care of all this.
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